Today is the day...

Today is the day that marks one more year of life lived without Kyle. Truthfully, I've been dreading it. Frankly, I have struggled more this past year - from year three to year four, than all of the other years combined. I don't know why, but grief is like that - an animal with its own agenda. Before you run, thinking that my post is going to be totally morose, don't run just yet - its not! Over the past few weeks as I've grown more and more apprehensive about the arrival of today, the 4th anniversary, the Lord has continued to whisper one word in my ear - "Celebrate". Quite an odd word for such a somber occasion. In order to find out what that word has to do with today, you'll just have to visit the new addition to the Hodges' blogs - www.hesgonehome.blogspot.com!